I get home from 3 weeks in the hospital to find out about RosyLove/6akalaka1's passing.  I am sads :(

And now I made her cry.  And now I'm crying.  I feel like the worst person on the planet.  Fuck me.

GODDAMMIT.  I called my aunt because I'm scared and mad and upset about the pheo and she's instead going on about how she has this problem and that problem and "Well *I* have..."  I CALLED YOU FOR SUPPORT AND HELP AND YOU ARE JUST MAKING ME FEEL WORSE.  I know she has a ruptured Achilles tendon and that has to be terrible and the surgery for it is ( Read more... )

Jinxie lost his long battle with cancer yesterday.  I miss you baby and I hope you and Guinness are chasing birdies together in a big sunlit meadow.

I has a sad.

Rori may or may not be dying, I don't know yet.  All I know is that I am worried and upset as shit.  I was getting ready for bed and she jumped up to sit by me and was making the most horrible, wet, wheezing breaths interspersed with yowling breaths that scared me so much I immediately burst into tears and called Robb, then my dad so he could take ( Read more... )

I am seriously about to cry over a stupid video game.  I tested and tested and my crashes are random.  So I have no clue what to take out to make my Sims 2 work.  It'll be fine for varying lengths of time and then BOOM.  I'm just going to save a lot so I can get through the Magicakes and then pare my downloads folder of most of the stuff I use for ( Read more... )